narcotic:

“The most beautiful people I’ve known are those who have known trials, have known struggles, have known loss, and have found their way out of the depths.”

— Elisabeth Kübler-Ross (Psychiatrist, 1926-2004)

lily–of-the-valley:

It finally clicked
When I was high on suboxone
And I was struggling to breathe
My heartbeat was slowing down
Laying in bed and afraid to fall asleep
Because I felt like I wouldn’t wake up
I realized that this wasn’t a fucking joke
That either I try and get clean again
Or I end up in a coffin
My best friend told me months ago,
“I dont wanna plan your funeral and memorial, but if you keep using, I will have to”
I don’t want to die
But these substances that I find peace of mind with
Will be the death of me
So today, on the 8th of March
I am going to get clean again
And know things can only get better
As long as I just keep going
I want to be free from this addiction
I don’t want to give up
- To my best friend: Thank you for being there last night and helping me as I was struggling to get air into my lungs and to anyone else who is using: please reach out and get help… there is hope


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